You don't exist

August 5th, 2025 @14:43 ⏤ sitting on a plastic lounge chair, under the shade, in my weed casa here in Spain. 

I’m living in a professional-grade grow house. I have an abundance of free weed to smoke, yet I’ve been smoking the same 1g for over two weeks now.

Not every day, and only when I have the desire to write. Like right now.

This is what I’ve found in The Mother. She shows me my desire in what I want to write about, and that ignites the motivation within me to get up and dance my fingertips across the keyboard, to try and find words for my inner world experiences.

And today, I want to write from a place of wanting to help you relax, even if it's just a little bit. 

I should actually be writing the webinar I was hoping to release last month, but life took me on a different ride. There wasn’t any privacy, time, or energy all at the same time for me to sit down and make it happen. Now I have all three, for as long as I’m in Spain, and I have other things I want to write first. Like this post.

Y’all over there opening up portals, clearing out wombs with rituals, channeling some Bashar… 

I’m just admiring those realities from over here and seeing how funny God is, to put you in this Divine Dream as some sort of energy healer, or a self-proclaimed starseed.

Because none of it actually exists.

You don’t exist.

I don’t either. 

Energy, the universe, the soul… none of it is real. We are only fragments of God's imagination. And the reality you so-call “real”, is only but a dream of the Divine Intellect.

Understanding this as the truest truth over all other truths… will set you free from therapy, your religion, from your never-ending plant medicine process, from all grief, and even passion… if your passion is destroying your reality.

Understanding this is how you change the picture of this dream in your current reality.

If you’re not happy with your reality, change the picture. Yes, even those hiding from bombs falling on their heads… can do this.

The Bible says “if only you had faith the size of a mustard seed, you could tell this mountain to move over there and it would. Nothing is impossible.” 

But the only way to have this faith, is to know you are a particle of this Divine Dream, pretending to have a physical body, getting caught up in the realness of this dream and then making forward moves from this place of understanding.

There is no exiting the matrix, there is no need to “wake up", because none of that exists either.

The illusion of the so-called mind manipulates this imaginary mind of ours into thinking you are a human avatar, that embodies a soul, that may or may not be judged when “judgement comes, etc.

Because your human avatar either believes and lives from that space of belief or another of the infinite beliefs you may or may not have, the so-called mind experiences that, in its specific particle of the One Infinite Conscious Dream that we are all in.

You don’t exist.

I don’t either.

It’s like this…

Close your eyes and imagine a human. Now, picture another human beside this human. And now picture a whole crowd of humans standing right beside one another. Pretty easy to imagine this, yes?

Now imagine a planet with billions of humans running around. Driving to work, sleeping, making GRWM vlogs, etc.

Where is this all happening? The imagination.

Where is it taking place...? Your mind ⏤ is the imaginary intellect, the creative force that's making the illusion real.

So imagine now, all these billions of humans are interacting with one another and have absolutely no idea, that they are only in your imagination and that they’re not actually real.

This is the same concept of the Divine Dream of the Creator, that we in the dream are mistaking for ‘real life’. We are simply the daydream of Source.

To manifest the reality you want, you must first connect with this awareness and understand that the past isn’t real, neither is the future. You only think you're in a human healing process of some sort... but even that doesn't exist. It's only your thoughts that you chose to latch onto that create the reality before you.

The ’now’ is only but a Divine Dream, and the way you can change your thoughts from imagining a planet full of humans floating in space, to immediately imagining a white table with a red rose on it, is exactly how fast you can manifest your desired reality.

So the point of what I’m saying is that everything is exactly as you think it is. And when you realize you’re only a particle of the dream/imagination of God, then you can finally have faith that everything is perfect as is. And then you begin to move mountains.

Of course, this sounds crazy, but when you experience this with Bufo in Sacred Ceremony, you will have no doubt in this truth. When you blast off for 2 minutes into the Divine intellect, and you open the infinite eyes, you will see for yourself that you are simply a particle of Source intellect.

There is no heaven, no hell. There is no sin that separates you from Love.

There is only Source, and that is you also, as a particle of that Source.  

So relax bro, it’s all in your head… which also doesn’t exist because it's all just but a dream.